A Chronological History of Torture and Assaults from U.S. Government Targeting

Thursday, 1/1/09 – Muscle spasms in arms while trying to go to sleep-middle of forearms making arms jump.
Friday, 1/2/09 – Worked over last night. Frequency less strong, at least I feel it less, but effect is still the same, fatigue, achy joints. Starting morning with heart manipulation, aches, right ear stabs of pain, IBS, pushing me to edge of sleep, loss of balance.
Saturday, 1/3/09 – Kept in REM, very light sleep. Worked over and lots of thought manipulation.
Monday, 1/5/09 – Worked over again last night. Deep muscle aches all over body. Tired. Achy joints.
Tuesday, 1/6/09 – Bad balance, head tremoring throughout day. Painful stabs through stomach, trunk, continuous vibration in left shin most of day. Right heel itching. Facial manipulation. Afternoon, torture increasing in intensity. Instead of single head jerks, tremors are in combination such as L-R-L, etc.
Wednesday, 1/7/09 – Severe IBS, tremoring, loss of balance, general discomfort all day long. Both bosses stopped by cubicle today. I’ll probably be unemployed soon if this keeps up. Also, eye and facial manipulation. Night-REM sleep, lots of thought manipulation. Frequent waking attempts to cause bed wedding w/ thought manipulation.
Thursday, 1/8/09 – Lots of combination head jerks again today. Very, very severe IBS all day long.
Friday, 1/9/09 – Very severe tremoring, very severe IBS, spasms around my right eye. Face broken out all day long, Severe discomfort mentally and physically, disruption of mental processes, euphoric feeling. Trying to quit coffee to ease stomach issues, but with sleep disruption and deprivation, I cannot.
Sunday, 1/11/09 – Read that exposure to ELF/ELM causes disruption of chromosomes in cell division. Long-term effect is cancer.
Monday, 1/12/09 – Awoke feeling burnt all over. Skin is sensitive to the touch.  Migrating head pains and head tremoring.
Tuesday, 1/13/09 – Awoke with penis numbed again. Can’t feel myself urinating this morning.
Wednesday, 1/14/09 – Lots of thought manipulation while I slept. Dreamt of smoking pot with Ozzy and going to a lot of places to try to find a safe location. Again, common theme of not being able to find what I’m looking for or can’t quite get what I want.
Friday, 1/16/09 – Center of penis still numb. Severe torture throughout day, IBS, tremoring, loss of balance, pushed to sleep/unconscious state, interruption of thought, verbal abuse, migrating headaches, migrating muscle pings, deep pain.
Monday, 1/19/09 – Still numb all through core of penis, also around anus. Lots of tremoring today. Head tremoring even while sitting still. A lot of eye manipulation. Difficulty focusing, general feeling of fatigue in eyes. Face is red again. Some painful ear pings. In evening, worked on typing another year of calendar notes, sent letter to Debbie Seagraves of ACLU. I may sound crazy, but I feel if my details match other unknown victims’ symptoms and descriptions, it gives me and my account of details credibility.
Tuesday, 1/20/09 – Bad day-really having oppressive feeling all day. Pushed to edge of sleep and unconsciousness most of day. Lots of eye manipulation. Very, very uncomfortable. While driving home, vibration through whole lower face, teeth, quivering lower lip. Again, pushed to sleep while reading with daughter.
Wednesday, 1/21/09 – Instead of tremors today, big waves causing euphoria, loss of balance. Coughing. Hawked up blood and crusty white stuff. Did not save it.
Thursday, 1/22/09 – Privates numbed again. This time, entire penis, ½ of scrotum, pubic region up to just below my waistline, and extending all around anus. Local anesthesia, maybe Botox? Eyes out of focus/cannot focus at work.  Frequent tingling through abdomen originating from around anus, IBS. Feeling in nostrils now-raw and burning. Really rancid breath.
Monday, 1/26/09 – Entire left side of body that was facing my mattress is very sore today, including my heart, pushed to very drowsy state at work. Face broken out again with no apparent reason. Face has been breaking out repeatedly for weeks now. Also eyes glassy in morning regularly, despite workout, not drinking, no drugs, no vitamins. Very severe IBS all day.
Tuesday, 1/27/09 – IBS. Pushed to very drowsy state. Began itching all over as soon as I got into bed. Deep itches below skin on right shin and left knee.
Wednesday, 1/28/09 – Broken out again, face too, on side I slept on again. Again, very drowsy state. Drank an energy drink. Anus numb again. The bitches are irritable and very abusive verbally today. Night-more efforts at incontinence.  Penis numbed all the way through again. Lots of verbal manipulation.  Frequently awoken with urgency for #2 and heart pains.
Thursday, 1/29/09 – Head tremoring and facial manipulation this morning.  Night-feeling more urgency and lack of control when I need to pee. Artificial stimulation so I feel I have to go more frequently when I don’t.
Friday, 1/30/09 – Soreness and irritation in tip of penis. Break in skin near tip.

Sunday, 2/1/09 – Migrating headaches causing foul mood, irritability, intolerance, and impatience with kids. Sleep deprivation at night. Awoke with focused beam through my side.
Monday, 2/2/09 – Unsteadiness. Frequent interruption of thought, bad head tremoring, unsteadiness. Migrating headaches through frontal lobe.
Tuesday, 2/3/09 – Again, migrating headaches. Trying to cause irritability. Facial manipulation-jaw, downturned corners of mouth, head tremoring.  Lungs/sinuses burning. Constant feeling of need to urinate, even immediately after going. Foul chemical odor on my breath.
Wednesday, 2/4/09 – Many different frequencies transmitted from many different internal locations causing almost seizure or palsy-like state. Greatly elevated levels of physical and mental stress today. Severe tremoring, including arms, legs, head. Lots of facial manipulation. Lack of balance and coordination.  Severe IBS. Have to go as frequently as every 15-20 minutes for a couple of hours. Left coffee on my desk. Face breakout. Minimized by drinking lots of fluids. Jaw and mouth manipulation. More harsh verbal hazing. But at least I can feel when I urinate again.
Thursday, 2/5/09 – Starting out day with head tremoring. Pulsations and tingling from base of skull/back of neck. Penis numb again today. 5 second deep bass vibration in left ear while working.
Friday, 2/6/09 – Acute chest pains.
Saturday, 2/7/09 – Awoke with back out, chests pains, heart. Heart ached all day.
Sunday, 2/8/09 – Heart ached all day long again today. Back is even worse today.
Tuesday, 2/10/09 – Very shaky. Strong feeling of discomfort. Interruption of most of cerebral nervous system though frequency transmission.
Wednesday, 2/11/09 – Penis numb again. Lot of jaw and facial manipulation.
Thursday, 2/12/09 – Lots of jaw and facial manipulation, manipulation of lips and mouth. Again, very uncomfortable during lunch. Pain in top of right foot. IBS in evening.
Friday, 2/13/09 – Itching right heel. Jaw and facial manipulation.
Sunday, 2/15/09 – New intense burn in groin-right and left of pubic region simultaneously. Suspect part of attack on my identity includes hair trimming. Haven’t had haircut recently, but previously awoke with short, spiked area on back top, very short Julius Ceasar bangs. I think this is second or third time this type of manipulation has occurred.
Monday, 2/16/09 – Thought manipulation throughout night.
Tuesday, 2/17/09 – Awoke very fatigued. Severe tremoring, facial manipulation, mental distress. Strong discomfort. Can feel tingling in back of neck through head. Lots of eye manipulation and fluttering of eyes, IBS. Trouble talking at times. Not stuttering but stumbling on a lot of words. Thought manipulation throughout night. Blanketed pulsing all over body. Even when on toilet, felt vibrations coming up through floor into feet.
Wednesday, 2/18/09 – Again, awoke sore and very fatigued. Sore in back of mouth from tongue-rolling. Trouble breathing, chest manipulation/suppression of central nervous system. IBS throughout day. Overwhelming fatigue and sleepiness. Evening, again difficulty breathing.
Friday, 2/20/09 – Worked over all over during night again. Despite going to bed early, very fatigued. Migrating headaches upon waking. Severe IBS though lunch with my boss.
Sunday, 2/22/09 – Severe IBS began when wife got home, tremoring. As soon as I went to bed, itching started all over, then blanket body assaults. Sleeplessness. Lots of thought manipulation, lucid dreams.
Monday, 2/23/09 – Awoke very fuzzy feeling. Hard to think clearly and get moving. Repeated sharp jabs in right knee. IBS all day, tremors, fatigue, fuzziness.
Tuesday, 2/24/09 – Completely numbed again all the way through pubic region, can’t feel it when I urinate. Impotence. Severe IBS through evening.
Wednesday, 2/25/09 – Shooting pains up right leg, through knee, and into thigh muscles.
Thursday, 2/26/09 – IBS, tremors, facial manipulation, severe disruption of thought at times.
Friday, 2/27/09 – Pulses through torso, neck, head, headaches moving all over head with worst originating at base of skull and strong enough to almost cause nausea, pushed to extreme fatigue, edge of unconsciousness.

Sunday, 3/1/09 – Shooting pain up right arm. Migrating headaches. Squeals in right ear. Lot of thought and dream manipulation.
Monday, 3/2/09 – Headaches again while driving to work. Pains in right arm again. Strong IBS in morning. Extreme fatigue in afternoon. Night-kept awake/REM state. Awoke to focused blast in left side. Worked over throughout night.
Tuesday, 3/3/09 – Eye manipulation, IBS, facial manipulation. Right ear squeals.  Pinpoint sharp burning and itching under skin several times today in scrotum, penis, and rectum area.
Wednesday, 3/4/09 – Repeated ping in right arm that feels like electrical surge causing muscle contraction and arm jerk from elbow down.
Sunday, 3/8/09 – Headaches throughout afternoon.
Monday, 3/9/09 – Penis completely numbed again. Sleepiness/unconsciousness in morning at work. Headaches begin around noon.
Tuesday, 3/10/09 – Itch deep inside left ear off and on throughout day. Sharp pains in arm muscles. Overwhelming fatigue throughout morning.
Wednesday, 3/11/09 – Beginning day with intense itch deep in right ear, more spiking pains in arm muscles, sleepiness.
Thursday, 3/12/09 – Feeling in penis is back, but feeling constriction and tingling in head of penis when trying to urinate resulting in inability to go. This sensation has been occurring frequently for days now.  In addition, scalp has been itching all week.
Monday, 3/16/09 – Mental fuzziness all day. Night-shallow sleep, lot of thought manipulation. They impersonated my dead brother in my dreams. We were on the square in Carthage and a very severe storm was rolling in.
Tuesday, 3/17/09 – Severe IBS all day. Put under conditions of extreme physical and mental stress, great discomfort, tremoring. I’m very unsightly today. Facial manipulation, eye manipulation, IBS, interruption of bodily functions/disruption of nervous system. Continued through daughter’s gymnastics trial. Sleep deprivation-kept awake or woken up frequently. IBS and directed energy assaults on various parts of body. Awoke with legs being targeted several times.
Wednesday, 3/18/09 – Fuzzy again this morning. Penis is completely numb again, even the skin, not just core. Don’t know if from something given to me last night. I drank a protein shake, but it wasn’t granular and bitter this time. Lot of facial manipulation already while on way to work. At work, lot of eye manipulation. Eyes pulsing in and out of focus and causing fatigue, difficulty concentrating.
Monday, 3/23/09 – While at work, shut down until almost passed out.  Very difficult to maintain focus and keep working.
Tuesday, 3/24/09 – While at work, shut down until almost passed out.  Very difficult to maintain focus and keep working. Believe numbness is combination of local or Botox and spinal block. Can feel difficulty in even clenching buttocks and pushing pelvis forward when lifting weights.
Thursday, 3/26/09 – Awoke with sore spot on right side of head approx. 1.5” above ear, tender/sensitive area at base of skull, top of neck. Entire penis and pubic region are numb again. Hair on my left front appears to have rapidly thinned again. Pulsed sensation at tip of penis throughout morning. Nighttime sleep deprivation, all over body assaults, awoke at 1:00 a.m. to assaults.
Saturday, 3/28/09 – Awoke with very sore back, not just out, but felt like entire length of my spine would crack and break apart when I moved. Very sore and stiff. I gave my son a breathing treatment at 2:00 a.m. and was fine then. IBS while playing cards at neighbor’s house.
Sunday, 3/29/09 – Lot of thought manipulation/REM sleep. Slept lightly and awoken frequently. Dreams of Spike having a litter of kittens and one puppy, homosexuals kept hitting on me.
Monday, 3/30/09 – Head tremors, IBS, pulses through my right eye causing eye twitching. Evening-interference with nervous system-trembling in mouth, facial manipulation, general overall feeling of great discomfort. 1:30 a.m. awoke to directed energy assault in middle of back.
Tuesday, 3/31/09 – Severe IBS throughout day, lot of facial manipulation, eye manipulation, head tremors, disruption of nervous system/brain. Great physical and mental stress all day. Extremely severe IBS while trying to sit through haircut. Night-blanketed physical assault again. Awoken several times. Light sleep.

Wednesday, 4/1/09 – Awoke to all over tingling, trembling through legs. Numb again. Also starting day with IBS. Afternoon-intense acute itch deep in right ear. Knees are getting really bad.
Thursday, 4/2/09 – Itch in right ear. Worked over throughout day-sleepiness, interruption of thought, IBS, headaches.
Sunday, 4/5/09 – Awoke at 5:27 a.m. with 6” directed energy beam though middle of back. When I rolled into it, it made muscles in my arm contract.
Monday, 4/6/09 – Middle of back is sore and sensitive. Wrists and knees also very sore. At work, drilling pain through both temples, tremors, IBS, disruption of thought, sleepiness/trance-like state throughout day. Evening, more drilling pains through sides of head.
Tuesday, 4/7/09 – Head tremors, IBS, putting me to sleep again.
Friday, 4/10/09 – Awoke to ultrasound through knees while sleeping on couch.  Blanketed all over assault while I slept in bed. Awoke a couple of times to it-it’s even causing my eyes to twitch back and forth.
Saturday, 4/11/09 – Whole body is stiff, sore, and weak this morning. Very, very sore and achy all over all day. Night, blanket assault again, but not as severe or I am building up tolerance.
Sunday, 4/12/09 – Again, sore, achy, lethargic. Severe pain throbs in my head.  Drilling head pains through back of head behind and below both ears. Night while in bed, assault focused mostly on head.
Monday, 4/13/09 – Severe head tremoring this morning. Again, headache through back of skull, both sides. Fatigue, stupefying trance. Evening, disruption of thoughts, mental ability while driving. I can feel strobing pulses on back of my head and base of skull when I place my hand there. Bed, head assault again as soon as I went to bed. Lot of dream manipulation and penile stimulation. Feeling again like some of it is through spinal block or spinal stimulation.
Tuesday, 4/14/09 – Fatigue, sleepiness, inability to concentrate again. Severe IBS all day and into evening. Anxiety or apprehension about going to sleep. Assaults began as soon as I went to bed. Thought manipulation while I slept.
Wednesday, 4/15/09 – Awoke feeling burned, hung over, today. Mentally spent. Awoke to “My Humps” playing continually in my head but can’t remember any dreams. I know I slept lightly and awoke several times. Can’t get song out of my head. Lot of eye manipulation during day including one point where at least a dozen points around both eyes were firing impulses causing eye flutters and floating and facial tics. Head tremoring in evening.
Thursday, 4/16/09 – Severe head tremoring.
Friday, 4/17/09 – Began testosterone. My level is 96. Should be 500 for someone my age. IBS, fatigue, body assaults while I sleep.
Saturday, 4/18/09 – Very sore and achy. IBS, fatigue, body assaults while I sleep.  While watching TV, induced sleep, while trying to sleep, ultrasound through knees and increased mental activity.
Sunday, 4/19/09 – Very sore and achy. IBS, fatigue, body assaults while I sleep.  Lot of thought manipulation while sleeping.
Monday, 4/20/09 – Awoke to directed energy through center of back along spine.  Approx. 6” directed beam. Chest pains throughout day. Severe IBS.
Wednesday, 4/22/09 – Head tremors today. Even while working at computer compiling my journal notes, I feel directed energy in the middle of my back and feel shortness of breath, discomfort. REM sleep and lot of thought manipulation.
Thursday, 4/23/09 – Awoke to penile stimulation from point inside head of penis + all over low soft frequency body assault. Muscles very achy and feel pumped up as if I worked out.
Friday, 4/24/09 – Harsh frequencies in right ear, silent, but strong and uncomfortable enough to make me flinch.
Saturday, 4/25/09 – Sleepiness/fatigue all day.
Sunday, 4/26/09 – Headache all day. Night-severe pain in left arm while working out. No strength in muscles. Everything difficult. Sleep deprivation, thought manipulation, all over body assault.
Monday, 4/27/09 – Sleepiness/extreme fatigue. Night-tried to send James Walbert email to Stew, but my emails aren’t going through. Resent from work 4/28 to Mike and Stew.
Tuesday, 4/28/09 – Awoke with hemorrhage in right eye, lower right and partly below bottom eyelid. Approximately ¼” area really bloody. Respiratory system suppression-feels hard to breath. Every inhalation is labored. Mid-morning sleepiness, stupefying trance. Noon, tingling buzzing through head causing dizziness, euphoria. Mid-afternoon, again fatigue and near unconsciousness. Sent email letter through ACLU regarding torture to President Obama. Assaulted throughout night. Awoke to all over assault a couple of times.
Wednesday, 4/29/09 – Full body assaults every night now. Constantly weak and achy all over. Muscles, joints, hands, facial redness, appearance of elevated blood pressure. President Obama 100 day press conference. He denounced all forms of torture. Sleep deprivation from increased or stimulated mental activity. Watched TV on couch, deep muscle pain in right thigh. Went back to bed and to all over body assault.
Thursday, 4/30/09 – Awoke very stiff and sore, especially in hands and arms. Face bright red. I think I’m getting micro-waved. Effects of assaults are different in the last couple of weeks and are much more harsh and detrimental. Wrote letter to President and faxed + 2.5 years of torture log. Stupefied all afternoon. It’s all I can do to focus and keep concentrating. Very fatigued and tired. Head buzzing and lot of eye manipulation.

Friday-Sunday, 5/1/09-5/3/09 – Motorcycle trip in Tennessee. Constant voices still, but minimal torture while in Tennessee. I noticed that transmission of voices are varying in intensity based upon my location as I ride through the mountains.
Monday, 5/4/09 – Severe IBS all evening. Lucid dreams of being a player in a fantasy game where I must kill other players to escape the fantasy world. Very lucid and a lot of external thought manipulation to put me in player scenarios. Each person in game had special characteristics like woman with hard skin that couldn’t be stabbed. She also had a permanent fixed smile. I lost and missed elevator out of fantasy world, so remained trapped in game.
Tuesday, 5/5/09 – Awoke to brain feeling fried. I can feel where my brain meets my skull. Starting morning with head tremors, jaw and facial manipulation, migrating head pains. Mid-morning, difficulty keeping focus of thought. Brain feels stimulated, but not in good way. Varying levels of mental discomfort, ELF activity. Lunch, extensive interruption of mental processes and nervous system causing severe distress and discomfort. Severe IBS after lunch. Evening, itching in both arms, under skin, near inside of elbows, severe IBS, lot of facial and eye manipulation while lying in bed.
Wednesday, 5/6/09 – Awoke to mild assault targeting middle of back with vibrating pulsed directed energy. Morning and afternoon, pushed to sleep/unconsciousness. Nearly impossible to focus and work. Eye and brain manipulation, eye twitches. Very severe assaults today. Morning, lunch, and entire afternoon, brain shut down and pushed to edge of unconsciousness while at work coupled with severe IBS in afternoon. Very unproductive day. When I was working, I could barely keep attentive of subject matter. Recorded 5/21/06-5/28/07 calendar notes.
Thursday, 5/7/09 – Beginning day with pressure inside head, slight headache.  Jaw opening involuntarily, deep itch in left ear, left eye twitching. Feel anxiety of today because of torture yesterday. Mid-day, again pushed to unconsciousness making work pretty much impossible. Almost complete impairment. Night-every time I wake up, I feel targeted over most of body.
Friday, 5/8/09 – Awoke out of balance, tired, achy, hands swollen. Ultrasound or infrasound through knees while trying to nap on couch. Extreme fatigue/exhaustion to point of inability to work.
Saturday, 5/9/09 – Tremors.
Saturday-Sunday, 5/9-5/10/09 – More of above average all over body assaults leaving me sore, stiff. All joints feeling arthritic. Hands swollen. Tired all over. Lots of thought manipulation in my dreams.
Monday, 5/11/09 – Twitches/pings through my eyes. Right eye, repeated twitching and tics. Mid-day, intense itching under skin in several locations on my arms. IBS. Afternoon, very strong facial manipulation. Mouth turned down on corner, bottom lip curl. Head tremoring. Night-lot of dream manipulation. Awoke several times. Light sleep.
Tuesday, 5/12/09 – Awoke to all over body assault again. Not as severe as the past days have been. Migrating head pains, very light ELF pulsations causing euphoria, dizziness. Mid-morning, sleepiness, extreme fatigue. Afternoon, again, pushed to sleep, unable to work or stay conscious.
Wednesday, 5/13/09 – IBS all day. Strong hateful verbal hazing most of day.  Afternoon, knocked out/shut down. State of mental angst all evening. Vibrations felt through my teeth. Went to bed at 1:00. Sleep deprivation. Mind put into agitated/active state. Couldn’t sleep until after 3:00, then very lightly.
Thursday, 5/14/09 – Awoke feeling like brain was burnt. General all over discomfort.
Saturday, 5/16/09 – Ping in left ribcage under armpit through evening.
Monday, 5/18/09 – Start day with lots of facial manipulation. Vibration through lower lip, fighting to keep my jaw closed. Mid-morning, both eyes twitching, barely able to stay conscious. Now doing it when I walk too so I can hardly keep balance. Have feeling of room growing dark. Early afternoon, head pains, most of afternoon spent trying to stay awake and focused. Evening, not feeling good. Disruption of brain activity and nervous system to point of extreme mental anguish and mental and physical dysfunction. Light sleep. I was aware of a lot of thought and dream manipulation, but upon waking, could not remember specific details.
Tuesday, 5/19/09 – Severe head tremoring this morning. Stinging in tip of penis.  Pushed to sleep again in morning and afternoon. Twitching in my right eye again, periodically in left.
Wednesday, 5/20/09 – Brain feels cooked this morning. Stinging all over so I can feel the boundary between my brain and skull. Sleepiness at work. Repeated vibration in right leg beneath pocket that feels like simulated cell phone vibration. 1:15 p.m. severe fatigue, head nod. Waking up to head snap to find row of /////////////// across my computer screen.
Thursday, 5/21/09 – Vibration in right leg again. Sleepiness throughout day but not knocked out. Just after 2:00 a.m., directed energy beams cutting back and forth through me while I lay in bed, moving up and down my body.
Friday, 5/22/09 – Facial manipulation and IBS while neighbor here. Right after he left, strong disruption of brain activity causing discomfort, pain, lack of balance, head tremors.
Saturday, 5/23/09 – Awoke at 7:15 great. By 9:40, achy all over, back stiff, lot of pain everywhere, joints and muscles cooked again. Lethargic and achy all day.
Sunday, 5/24/09 – Awoke at 7:15 great. Achy all over, back stiff, lot of pain everywhere, joints and muscles cooked again. Lethargic and achy all day.
Tuesday, 5/26/09 – Butt leakage again. This hasn’t happened in a long while but has for past week or so. Mid-day, pushed to sleep again. Dizzy most of evening.
Thursday, 5/28/09 – IBS all afternoon turning really severe in evening when wife got back from regional meetings.
Friday, 5/29/09 – Awoke to penile stimulation. It lasted for ½ hour, into and during shower. Feels like same sensation of when I can’t urinate, but stronger.  IBS now at 7:40. Mid-day, elbow pain. Sharp head pain. Not headache, just a ping. Night-cooked all over both Fri. and Sat. night, so all day Sat. and Sun. very stiff and sore. Painful to do most anything, in particular, back along spine and knees.
Saturday, 5/30/09 – Still went swimming and worked on powder room. Want to work out again but left arm still unable to handle weight since 4/26.
Sunday, 5/31/09 – REM sleep. Lot of thought and dream manipulation of being with another woman while wife was with us.

Monday, 6/1/09 – Back not bad today. Worked over again, but with less intensity of Fri. and Sat. night. Midmorning sleepiness and inability to focus. Interruption of concentration. Inability to think. Disruption of thought process, eyes fluttering compounding fatigue. Went to bed to all over ELF, awoke to same thing Tues. morning. Arms and hands sore and achy. Breathing feels heavy, suppressed.
Tuesday, 6/2/09 – Frequency transmitted through chest inhibiting breathing. Also causing discomfort in stomach and occasional coughing. Increasing in strength since lunch. Through afternoon, pushed to edge of unconsciousness. Great difficulty concentrating and maintaining focus. IBS on demand. Every time I was next to wife, sudden urgency to go. REM sleep, thought manipulation, conscious of a presence in my dreams.
Wednesday, 6/3/09 – Very, very severe trembling, lips quivering, jaw grinding.  Sleepiness again and again. Strong mental and physical discomfort from ongoing assaults, disruption of nervous system.
Thursday, 6/4/09 – Awoke to eye manipulation and another assault I can’t recall right now. Squeals in right ear on way to work. Very brief sharp pain first in right hip joint, then in muscle at top of calf, then in left hip joint while walking to car at QuikTrip. This new and I suspect is from external directed energy weapon.  Sleepiness/overwhelming fatigue at work. Eye manipulation, pings or pulsations in eye muscles, repeated spasms. Suppressed respiratory system so that I have labored breathing.
Friday, 6/5/09 – Typed up notes from 7/21/08-1/9/09. Went to bed at 10:30, by 11:30, awoke from lucid dream. All power out in Marietta. My car died in intersection of Sandy Plains and E. Piedmont. Thick fog and people running around. I had daughter with me and was afraid.
Sunday, 6/7/09 – REM sleep. Lot of thought manipulation. Awoke many times.
Monday, 6/8/09 – Awoke tired, brain and head feeling burned. Shaky. Lot of eye manipulation, lack of focus causing sleepiness, fatigue. Burning vibration in penis and anus. Random pains-fingertip, bicep, leg, head, etc. Very, very severe IBS at home and at neighbors’ house in evening. REM sleep. Lot of thought manipulation.
Tuesday, 6/9/09 – Head feels burned out again. Head tremors. Heart and chest pains throughout afternoon. Migrating headaches, mostly moving around crown of head. Again, severe IBS throughout afternoon while trying to finish a work project.
Wednesday, 6/10/09 – Head tremoring. General mental discomfort today.
Thursday, 6/11/09 – Awoke to very strong eye fluttering, then induced sleep again. Tired and fatigued, disruption of thought processes at work.
Friday, 6/12/09 – Today was the day to finish journal notes and write letters but I did other things. Loud verbal hazing this a.m. Feeling of something on top of head or wiggling in crown of skull. Migrating headaches most of day. Not real severe but frequent all over head.
Saturday, 6/13/09 – I have tingle through Adam’s apple and back of throat that keeps causing me to cough. Going on three weeks now despite decongestants and antihistamines. Feeling of something moving on top of my head again. Electric ping in right leg making leg muscle spasm repeatedly.
Sunday, 6/14/09 – Headache all day long, intensifying each time I take ibuprofen or Excedrin. Severe headache like at Rob’s Dad’s funeral, except hit very rapidly while working on bathroom. Excruciating pain at back of skull lasting 90 minutes.
Monday, 6/15/09 – Again, suspect chemical castration. Sleepiness/fatigue, inability to work. Headache migrating around right, then back to left. Still feel discomfort in head/base of skull most of day. Saw Dr. M. Sleep deprivation. As soon as I lied down, directed energy assaults started with very discomforting frequency on legs. Severe IBS most of night. Forced to get up frequently. Directed energy assaults continuing while on toilet.
Tuesday, 6/16/09 – Still feel discomfort at base of skull. Strong eye twitching in right eye, eye manipulation enhancing fatigue. Strong eye twitches in both eyes are not almost daily occurrence. Brutal headache in back of head again onset with sneeze like before. Kennestone ER, Dr. thinks it’s pulled muscle on back of head.
Wednesday, 6/17/09 – Fluttering eyes, twitches, sporadically in both eyes.
Wednesday-Thursday, 6/24-6/25/09 – Dreams at night not just manipulated but completely taken over. Thoughts manipulated, then completed by someone else.
Friday, 6/26/09 – Pushed me to brink of sleep/unconsciousness while driving my grandmother and son from Neosho to Carthage for my birthday dinner. Shot in heart while sitting on back deck by pool. Directed energy weapon again.
Saturday-Sunday, 6/27-6/28/09 – Bad head tremors, IBS, facial tics, lots of manipulation from external sources while amongst friends.
Wednesday, 7/1/09 – Cell phone was fine. I stopped at Fraterville Leach Cemetery at Miner’s Circle. Returned to car and cell phone was completely fried.
Thursday-Tuesday, 7/2/09-7/5/09 – Back in Georgia. Migrating headaches, body assaults while sleeping, verbal hazing intense again. Completely lethargic and weak from getting assaulted while sleeping. Muscle pains. No tolerance for things like son talking. Another weekend stolen from me. Dizzy and lightheaded for most of past three days.
Monday, 7/6/09 – IBS. Walked in park for exercise. Assaults on legs while in bed.
Tuesday, 7/7/09 – Head tremors, IBS, but more minor. Twitches in right eye.  Jolts of pain in right leg. REM sleep, dream manipulation. In dream, a friend and I had a large quantity of marijuana. People were chasing us and trying to rob us throughout the dream.
Wednesday, 7/8/09 – Awoke at 5:30 to IBS. Again, IBS through shower, ceasing as soon as I tried to go. Very fatigued and sore in upper torso today. Arms and muscles in chest, heart, and lungs feel like they were targeted last night. Lot of jaw manipulation already while at work. Lots of eye twitching, occasional deep muscle pain and contractions in legs. Worked late on familyrecord.us, so expected sleep deprivation. Got it. Lot of verbal hazing, mental stimulation, torso assaults. Directed energy-about ½” beam passing through heart causing stabs of pain, high level of discomfort. Jaw manipulation while trying to sleep.
Thursday, 7/9/09 – Severe facial manipulation. Stupefying state at work. Both corners of mouth involuntarily downturned, severe head tremors, deep ear itching on left.
Friday, 7/10/09 – Deep ear itching on right.  Now up to date with calendar, but have a lot of old notes to add.
Monday, 7/13/09 – Deep muscle pains in right thigh, jaw manipulation, IBS, head tremoring throughout evening at neighbor’s house for dinner.
Tuesday, 7/14/09 – Awoke to light frequency over head and shoulders. Left arm that was facing mattress is very sore and weak today. It even hurts to lift it. Left eye twitches. Severe fatigue despite large Starbucks this a.m. Fuzzy feeling for days now, like being tired, but different; induced. It causes lack of concentration and difficulty maintaining focus. Eyes affected also and eyelids feel heavy. Yesterday while driving home, I kept floating out of my lane and had issues maintaining control of car.
Friday, 7/17/09 – Emailed 4+ years torture logs to James Walbert and most of news and media contacts on his distribution list.
Tuesday, 7/21/09 – Awoke tired. Mild headache. Deep ear itches on right. At work, heavy dull headache, buzzing, fatigue. More lethargic and slowing my thoughts.
Thursday, 7/23/09 – Sore on left side of forehead approx. ½” above temple, red marks occurring across left eyebrow. Don’t know if it has anything to do w/ chip there or trying to move or remove it.
Monday, 7/27/09 – Getting worked over every night. Am sore and tired all of the time. My left arm still won’t let me lift weights. Now achy in right too. Lot of thought manipulation while I sleep. Am conscious of voices interjecting thoughts and statements to change my dreams. Severe IBS.
Tuesday, 7/28/09 – Severe IBS. At night, soft steady frequency assault all night from when I went to bed until after I awoke. Woke up several times with aches, especially in wrist joints. Severe IBS.
Wednesday, 7/29/09 – Very tired this morning. Achy muscles. Begin day with migrating head pains, lot of facial manipulation at work. Jaw and lip manipulation. Feel pulsed frequency through my lips and cheeks causing them to quiver. Again, severe IBS.
Thursday, 7/30/09 – The chatter of idiots (not my words, from another TI, I can’t recall the exact source) – lots of verbal hazing from when I awoke through shower. Severe head tremoring, facial tics and facial manipulation. Feeling all morning of mental stimulation, but negative, causing distraction and intolerance to outside sound. Feeling of my brain having constant signal like snow on a television.

Monday, 8/3/09 – Continuing assaults while I sleep. Assaults on upper body are weakening my heart so I get tired faster, constantly feel chest pains/discomfort. IBS, severe head tremoring.
Tuesday, 8/4/09 – Lot of penile stimulation again this morning and in recent days. Also IBS. Have to go, get to bathroom and can’t repeatedly.  Fatigue/sleepiness in afternoon. Severe head tremoring. IBS despite medication and fiber supplements.
Wednesday, 8/5/09 – Pain in right armpit and right side ribs while on motorcycle. Evening, preparing dinner and throughout dinner, severe tremoring, mental angst/disruption of nervous system, face and jaw manipulation.
Thursday, 8/6/09 – Eye fluttering and muscle twitches in eyeballs and all around lids. Pain directed in rays through head, coming from area around eyes, sometimes felt through eyeballs and eye sockets. Random leg muscle pain switching leg to leg. Note: Sometime early this week I had very severe pain in my eyes from getting soap in them. Very intense stinging. I thought it was just soap although I thought it odd it had never burned so much. Now 8/13, experiencing new form of eye/eye muscle manipulation.
Saturday, 8/8/09 – Felt like back stimulation and upper torso stimulation came from spinal block type assault. It didn’t matter where I moved. Same frequency and feeling kept on me.
Sunday, 8/9/09 – Lot of assaults while I slept. Awoke tired, tremors, hands and joints achy, not able to think clearly, weak. At work, 9:00 a.m. already putting me to sleep or in trance state where it’s difficult to work. Lot of thought manipulation overnight. Dreams of truck stop whores. Awoke to electronic penile stimulation. A lot of instances over weekend where they stimulate my penis to make it feel as if I have to urinate, even as soon as I have gone, or that I can’t, even though I need to. (8/28-penile stimulation to manipulate urinary urges still happening frequently throughout every day.)
Monday, 8/10/09 – Fatigue.
Tuesday, 8/11/09 – Fatigue.
Wednesday, 8/12/09 – Most of day, interruption of nervous system causing feeling of unease, physical and mental discomfort, tremoring, IBS, intermittent eye twitches.
Thursday, 8/13/09 – Fatigue, sleepiness, disruption of thoughts, eye manipulation and blurred vision throughout day, occasional pain through midriff in midday, IBS all day.
Friday, 8/14/09 – Our son crawled into bed with us in morning. RF assaults continued even with him beside me. Afternoon, really disruptive interruption of nervous system. Tremoring, head wobble, very strong mental and physical discomfort, nauseating sensations. Not pain, but extremely unpleasant. Head wobble is not just from interruption of nervous system, but buffeting head side to side through manipulation of muscles. Back of head headache again. From afternoon through Sunday, 8/16, many periods of heart and chest pain or prolonged periods of heart discomfort.
Saturday, 8/15/09 – Awoke with left testicle hurting and burning in tip of penis. Absolutely wiped all day. All muscles and joints aching. Didn’t feel good until late afternoon/early evening. Slept off and on throughout day. Occasional migrating headaches and ache in back of head and back of neck.
Sunday, 8/16/09 – End of my penis is numb again. Sensation on outside but muscles that contract when trying not to urinate or during orgasm are not functioning.
Monday, 8/17/09 – Continuous assaults throughout day. High frequency transmitting from base of skull and interrupting my thoughts and speech. Head tremors, eye twitches, and facial tics. Another frequency transmitting from near my eye that I can feel through my mouth and teeth. Assaults overnight, but without all the joint/muscle pains. Thought manipulation. Woke up at 4:15 w IBS.
Tuesday, 8/18/09 – Hands swollen and head tremors, but feel stronger physically.  At night, dream manipulation, but can’t recall dreams or subjects.
Wednesday, 8/19/09 – Lot of jaw manipulation and IBS. Feels like anus has been stretched and/or numbed again. Continuous gas and I find it difficult to contract those muscles this morning. This morning and past week or so, torture again focused on sexual organs and bodily functions. Frequent penile stimulation making urination difficult, occasional burning buzz in tip of penis.
Thursday, 8/20/09 – Awoke with very blurred vision, cloudiness of thought. Despite what felt like decent night of sleep, I’m very exhausted. I remember thought manipulation, but again, can’t recall specific details. Madison home sick today. I slept off and on while she watched cartoons. I didn’t start feeling good until approx. 2 p.m.
Friday, 8/21/09 – Sleep deprivation last night. Itches in middle of back and high frequencies keeping me awake. Headache this morning beginning as soon as I awoke. Migrating, but steady level of pain, I take ibuprophen, pain increases. Now unpleasant burning near temples and boring through frontal lobe.  Also awoke to penile stimulation and then constriction when I tried to urinate.  Hands very swollen and sore again.
8/22/09 – Took kids on Raven Cliff Falls Trail. Death threats telling me I’m not coming back from this hike with my kids. IBS when project managers near me, tremoring, general mental discomfort, interference with nervous system. Night-light high frequency assault overnight emanating from base of skull area, light REM sleep. Awoke frequently.
8/25/09 – New bump and sore behind right eyebrow approx. ½” from inside end. New facial tic while driving to work this morning. Feels like all muscle knotting up in center of my chin. Having a lot of eye manipulation today. Fuzziness of vision and inability to focus. Also, I can feel an underlying heavy, oppressive frequency numbing my mind and making me devoid of emotions.
8/28/09 – Heart pings from when I awoke until now, 9:30 a.m.